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Kissesmen

Some day my prince will come...
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Sooooooooo... I realize that I have been crazy absent from DA and that it's been nearly a year since I las logged on....

Hahahaha needless to say that there has been a ton of craziness that has happened since i last got on... lol i almost died, i went through like four or five relationships, i got a good job, joined a sorority, had shitty grades, performed in some amazing places, danced in some awesome pieces, had so many fights, had at least two emotional breakdowns, had temporary financial troubles, got diagnosed ADD, had a shit ton of testing, and finally had an amazing experience with a guest dance teacher :) Just to name a few things that have happened.

But through all of that, I found myself moving more and more away from art and drawing. My class schedule now is made and scheduled and designed to work with my active classes and my job, that i really haven't had much time to sit down and work on drawing.... I still have hopes and dreams of becoming a tattoo artist someday, but I'm not in school for it or taking classes to keep up my skills. But as soon as I logged on today, and started looking at all of this art work, i could feel little swells of inspiration in the basin of my creative self. And I was excited to work on something :D

I haven't felt like doing art in a long time, so I'm gonna take this as a sign that it's time to start again and accomplish my dream.... Or at least start getting back in the habit of doin' art on a daily basis... I'm not sure really, which ever one comes first.

But yea, that's all I have for now, I have a class starting in like five minutes so I gotta jet. :)
Just leave me any questions, comments, concerns, blah blah blah, etc. etc. etc. :D

Love,
Kaitie K
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Okay, so waking up at 2 AM withthrobbing pain in your left sholder, elbow, hip, and knee, isn't a good enough reason for the disturbance of a perfect dreamless sleep.... but apparently for my body it's a good a reason as any, and now it's 3:30 AM and I still can't go back to sleep, due to a worsening of the afore mentioned. God I just want to sleep, but joint pain wont let me... and now I'm repeating myself in different ways.... awesome lol

but yea, so I decided to paint to see if it took my mind of the pain, and it did. and the pain stopped. but once i finished the painting, the pain returned :( and now I'm here, in another attempt to find relief. why don't you get some pain killers? you may be wondering, well, I have plenty of those, lol being a dancer you tend to collect an impressive amount of medical stuffies... infact I have a drawer in my dresser just for medicine and wrappings. But anywho, I have those in plenty, so getting them isn't the problem... the problem lies in my lack of water. I have an upstairs bedroom, and getting water requires I either go to my bathroom (and drink less then stellar tap water) or I go downstairs and get some water.... and my leg hurts just sitting down, and I'd rather avoid anymore pain. So you see my dilema? Yes, well, even though it is self-imposed, I guess, it is still a dilema none the less.
But yea..... hmmmm aside from that I really don't have much else to say, I have art that is done, in the works, or is still tapped in my head, so updates of that kind are imminent... perhaps later on today during daylight hours :)

School starts for the highschool on tuesday, and next monday(the 30) I go for my first day of college life.... but this wednesday I have placement exams for my dance major. You see, my original plan had been to double major... But dance majors have a min of 15 hours the first semester... and after seeing how my schedule was gonna be, AKA no time for anything really, I devided to change art to a minor. I know it seems strange for me to do that, but I'm much better with physical activity on a regular basis than I am with art-on-command. And I'm happy with my choice :)

Alrighty kids, I'm feeling up to the bathroom-tap-water-retreval plan, so I'ma go and do that and then head to bed. Nighty Night Guys <3
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Are you single ➔ yep
► Are you happy ➔ mostly
► Are you bored ➔ more than i like to be
► Are you sad ➔ sometimes
► Are you Italian ➔ nope
► Are you German ➔ yup
► Are you Asian ➔ lol
► Are you angry ➔ sometimes
► Are you Irish ➔ yup
► Are your parents still married ➔ highschool sweethearts

TEN FACTS
► Birth Place ➔ Texas :D
► Hair Color ➔ right now, red with blonde, orange, and pink
► Hair Style ➔ straightened
► Eye color ➔ green
► Birthday ➔ january
► Mood ➔  bleh and lonely
► Gender ➔ chicka
► Lefty or Righty ➔ a little of both depending on what i'm doing
► Summer or Winter ➔ summer all the way!
► Morning or Afternoon ➔ morning to mid morning

TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE
► Are you in love ➔ nope
► Do you believe in love at first sight ➔ nope
► Who ended your last relationship ➔ i did
► Have you ever been hurt ➔ every single time  
► Are you friends with your ex ➔ most of them yup
► Are you afraid of commitment ➔ long term? yes
► Have you ever had a secret admirer ➔ creepers all
► Have you ever broken your own heart? ➔ yup, and it was a wasted brake

TEN THIS OR THAT
► Love or Lust ➔ lust
► Lemonade or Iced tea ➔ iced tea from chicken e :D  
► Cats or Dogs ➔ 2 of each please
► A few best friends or many regular friends ➔ a few besties
► Television or Internet ➔ internet
► Pepsi or Coke ➔ dr. pepper and sprite ;)
► Wild night out or romantic night in ➔ both at the same time lol
► Pink or Purple ➔ pink
► Day or Night ➔ day
► IM or Phone ➔ phone

TEN HAVE YOU EVER
► Been caught sneaking out ➔ nope
► Fallen off the stairs ➔  down and up
► White water rafted ➔  nopw
► Finished an entire jawbreaker ➔ big and small
► Wanted something/someone so badly it hurt? ➔ yup, and it was also a waste
► Prank called a store ➔ nope, but friends yes :)
► Skipped School ➔once during a snow storm lol
► Wanted to disappear ➔ from 2nd grade through highschool

TEN PREFERENCES
► Smile or Eyes ➔ smile, and the eyes go with it  
► Light or Dark Hair ➔ dark
► Fat or Skinny ➔ in shape
► Shorter or Taller ➔ taller, but that's not a hardship with me lol
► Intelligence or Attraction ➔ both por favor
► Jock or Nerd ➔ jock with a secret nerd side
► Hook-up or Relationship ➔ both thank you please
► Funny and poor OR Rich and serious ➔ from these two, serious
► Play the guitar or into sports ➔  sports all the way

TEN LASTS
► Last Phone Call/Text ➔ Ashleigh
► Last phone call you received ➔ wrong number
► Last person you hung out with ➔ trey
► Last person you hugged ➔ trey
► Last person you IMed ➔ clint
► Last thing you ate ➔ golden double stuffed oreos
► Last thing you drank ➔  diet dr. pepper
► Last site you went to ➔ facebook
► Last place you were ➔ southlake

RELATIONSHIPS
► Are you in a committed relationship ➔ nope :D
► When was your last relationship ➔ ummmm.... i don't really remember lol a while ago
► Have you ever loved a guy/girl more than anything else in the world? ➔  yup, and it blew up in my fucking face :)
► Do you still love them -> yup, but not in the same way
► Do you like someone right now ➔ kinda i guess

FAMILY
► Do you and your family get along ➔ for the most part ya
► Would you say you have a "fucked up life"➔ yup
► Have you ever run away from home ➔ kinda
► If so, how long ➔ half a day lol i was 8
► Have you ever gotten kicked out ➔ nope
► If so, how long ➔ nope

FRIENDS
► Do you secretly hate one of your friends ➔ yea, but she'll find out soon enough
► Do you consider all of your friends good friends ➔ most i do
► Do you trust all your friends ➔ nope
► Who are/is your best friends ➔ kelley, chris, ashleigh, gina, amanda...
► Who knows everything about you ➔ kelley chris ashleigh and gina

okay so this was kinda fun, stolen from the sister, and well, i rediscovered some old crap too lol
but yea, people in general have been inviting themselves to stuff i've been doing with other people, a certian individual, who nearly ruined two friendships by doing this, tried to invite himself (agian) on an outing between me and ashleigh when she comes home from college for the holidays..... and it pisses me off because i told him it was me and her hangin, and then he goes and tries to worm his way into it! that's so tacky and fucked up!!! and he keeps trying to go with me places... now i do understand that he does have a crush on me and shit, but i'm not leading him on in anyway... and he's a seniour in highschool, and i'm a college freshman!! i'm not even in the same sphere of existance as him anymore! not only did this kid crash my prom and ruin the night for me and my date, but he's been trying to get into my inner circle like a russian spy from the cold war!!!!
sorry for the huge vent but it gets irritating that he keeps this shit up!
any who, school starts in a week and a half.... and i feel so left out and fucking lonely...
i want to live on campus, but i don't have the cash for it, or for an apartment... and the majority of my friends going to college are living there... and i feel like i'm missing out on something vital to the college experience. and in highschool i didn't have a plan and i didn't join any organizations ( drill team doesnt count) and i was miserable and lonely most of the time. but i get to start over and do it different now, and i want to do it right...
and i dont have any friends going to my college... none, i'm the only one out of my group going to twu, and it sucks, cause i'm shy aorund new people. like i avoid new people like the plague.... and all i want to do is hide and not be seen. but i want some friends in college so that's not a possibility... sigh, i miss my old friends, and i wish i could spend some time with them....
well, enough morosenessey shit, i have been doing art, but i can't upload any picks cause my mom took my memory card adaptor thing... gay
well, untill next time kiddies,
:heart: Kaitie
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It has been a while since I last updated.... and I figured that I should put some kind of new-ness up. 'Cause my last journal was in February.... and it's August :D haha haha haha....
yea I'm fallin behind.... so as of right now I'm just gonna slap this up here cause it's rushed- So You Think You Can Dance is on and I gotsta pay attention :D
so yea rock on my party people
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Well, it's official, I'm going to be attending TWU in the fall, and I'm pretty much metaphorically pissing myself :)

I love the campus, and can't wait to start my course work.... but I figure before I get there I should prolly start drawing some stuff, to prove to my professor that I do infact have some inkling of talent.... the problem is that I haven't been in an artistic mood for the past year or so.....

Yea, if ya'll have any suggestions on what I should start drawing now, I would greatly appreciate it :)
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